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Jamie ... it’s been awhile since I wrote you on here. I can’t believe it will be 11 years on June 30th. I can’t believe I’ve made it through this time with a broken heart. You are forever alive in my heart and the memories you’ve given us keep us going. I love you more than words can say. Forever in my heart & always on my mind. Love always & forever,M
– From Mom on May 6, 2019

I Miss You So Much Jamie - Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxo
– From MOM on October 17, 2018

So Jamie ... - June 30th ... it's been 3,652 days since I heard your voice. Our last words "I Love You" - 10 long years of not seeing you & that beautiful smile of yours. I cannot believe it's that long. No more phone calls or just stopping by. I have been carrying around a broken heart for 10 years. I ask myself - how did I do it? Well, my support system is beyond great - my family & friends have been here with me every step of the way. I have zillions of memories tucked away in my heart that takes away some of the sadness. I was always so proud of you for everything you've accomplished in life. Proud of your big heart. You made me a Mommy & gave me so much joy through the years of watching you grow. You had your ups & downs and made some not so good choices. You definitely lived your life to the fullest in your short 28 years & I am truly blessed to be your Mom. Thank you for continuing to watch over us & thank you for helping out with something that's been heavy on my heart for the past week. Now I need you to watch over Grandma. My Angel Jamie ... we celebrated your life by fishing on the beach drinking rum runners & remembering all the good times. I love you more than anything & miss you even more Love Always & Forever, Mom
– From Mom on July 21, 2018

I can't believe it's been 9 years already. I miss u buddy! Wish things were different. I love u Jamie.
– From Amanda Wilson on June 30, 2017

Jamie - my dear son Jamie ❤ I miss you so so much. 9 years - WOW! That's a long time with no hugs, kisses, I love you Mom, laughs, phone calls, not seeing your beautiful face, touching you, hearing you talk, seeing your smile - it's just way too long. Today we will be celebrating your life - I'm relying on you to guide all the fish to my hook. Thank you for all the signs that you are near. Cardinals have been hanging out at Grandmas. A male & female. I feel you close by with Kelli by your side. Baby Jamie is beautiful. You would love her. She's always smiling. Stay near, watch over us, & be sure to come visit me in my dreams. Love always & Forever, M
– From Mom on June 29, 2017

Forever in my heart
– From Ashley Korman on June 29, 2017

Jamie ... missing you so much. I will be speaking at Southern Oaks Middle School tomorrow. Praying that I get through at least one child so another parent doesn't live through my nightmare. Hope you and Kelli are hanging out up there. It's so hard to believe that she will already be gone for one year. And you - in June 9 years. WOW!!! I miss you both so much. You both would be so in love with the new addition to our family - baby Jamie Rebecca. Jonnie & Tat named her after you Jamie. Just Beautiful. Can you believe it - I'm finally a Grandma. Love you Always & Forever, MOM
– From MOM on February 22, 2017

jamie ... wow .... 8 years. I miss you so much. We celebrated your life yesterday. Jonnie caught more fish than me. Missed Kelli this year ... she's with you now. Hold each other tight. We love & miss you both so much. Watch over us all. LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on July 1, 2016

Jamie.... always thinking about things you should be doing. Wishing you were here to see all the fish Nick is catching ... wishing you were next to him catching fish too. Wishing you were here to see how good Jonnie is doing. Sad to say, but maybe what happened to you is the reason he is doing so well. Wanting to pick up the phone and share so much with you. I love you with all my heart and miss you more & more each day. Love always & forever, MOM xoxo
– From MOM on March 2, 2016

I miss and love you so much son, the hurt never goes away
– From Dad Gesell on December 14, 2015

Jamie, Holidays without you are so hard. Missing you so much. This is our 8th Christmas without you. You are my Angel. I Love you .... Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on December 4, 2015

Always thinking about you & missing you. We celebrated your 36th birthday & your 8th birthday in heaven Jamie. Dad & Barbara came over along with our family & some friends. Sent up some sky lanterns with birthday messages. We all wish you were here. Love always & forever, MOM xoxoxo I will be talking again at the high schools next month passing along our story so no more loved ones appear on this "In Loving Memory" page.
– From MOM on September 25, 2015

We miss you Love Uncle Jerry ,Laurie,Trisha,Jeremy and Shane
– From Jerry Giovinazzo on August 31, 2015

another month goes by. 7 years & 2 months without you my son Jamie. I miss you with all my heart - every yesterday, every today, & every tomorrow for the rest of my life. LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER, MOM xoxoxo ❤️❤️
– From Mom on August 30, 2015

Miss you my friend.
– From Jeffrey T LaFleur on August 17, 2015

Jamie, It's over 7 years now & I miss you everyday. We celebrated your life on June 30th at the beach. Had a nice day. I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU .... Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on July 24, 2015

Jamie ... Missing you so much. Fishing has been great. Nick has been fishing everyday. Wish you were here to share the excitement. I know you are with us. Want to say "thank you" for being my guardian angel last week when I totaled my car. A few bumps, bruises, burns, & a lot of aches but I survived. Love you and miss you with all my heart. Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on October 13, 2014

Jamie ... I miss you more & more as time goes by. I do things & want so much to call you & tell you about them. I talk to you all the time. I know you are always with me. I love you. All the memories in my heart keep me going from day to day. Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on August 8, 2014

Miss you bro. Lots of good times and memories. RIP.
– From John Mingrone on August 8, 2014

Miss you my friend...
– From Cassandra Muir on August 8, 2014

Jamie, it's nearing your 6 year anniversary in heaven. Remembering our last weeks together. These memories keep you alive. You are forever in my heart. I miss you more and more as each day without you passes. Love always & forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on June 20, 2014

Always thinking about all the good times & how happy I am that I was blessed to have you in my life. Six years is only a month & a fews days away. I miss you Jamie with all of my heart. Our Guardian Angel ... watch over us ... Grandma, Jonnie, Jamie, & all our family, friends, & those in need. Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on May 27, 2014

To Jamie's parents.. God bless you both and may he restore and heal your hearts. I believe Jamie is with you in every breath.
– From Pedro Demonte on February 14, 2014

hey buddy, love and miss you soooo much son... :( always thinking of you....dad
– From Dad on December 2, 2013

Jamie, The holidays are approaching & I wish so much that you were here with us. Jonnie will be home in 2 weeks & Nick is flying in on Monday. Not a moment goes by that you aren't thought about. Setting up your bedroom with your NY skyline like you had at your house. I miss you so so much. I Love you Jamie. Love Always & Forever, MOM XoXoXo
– From MOM on November 22, 2013

Many blessings to your and your family, Jamie. You are never alone.
– From anonymous on September 8, 2013

Missing you more & more each day. LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER, MOM
– From MOM on August 22, 2013

Jamie, these are hard days coming up for those who love you. Many blessings to you all.
– From Anonymous on June 18, 2013

Miss You
– From MOM on April 17, 2013

Jamie .... it's nearing 5 years since you've left us. Remembering our road trip up to visit Nick for his birthday 5 years ago. We had such a good time. Your baby brother will be 21 this year. Wish you were here to come up with me to celebrate. Missing you with all me heart. Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on March 5, 2013

Jamie ... always thinking about you. Missing you & wishing you were here. Ravens are going to the superbowl, so I'll be wearing your Ray Lewis jersey that day. Wish it was you wearing it. I know you will be with us that day. Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on January 22, 2013

jamie ... Another month gone by.... Missing you more than ever. Wishing I could pick up the phone & talk to you. I LOVE YOU JAMIE Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on December 1, 2012

Missing You so so much Jamie ... Spoke again last night at the Annual Candlelight Vigil with friends & family joining us. Love Ya ... Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Tina Giovinazzo on October 26, 2012

love and miss you buddy........dad
– From Dad on July 29, 2012

I Love You & Miss You More than words can express. My heart is broken. Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on June 4, 2012

Always in my heart. RIP.
– From Jamie Gesell on October 28, 2011

I Love and Miss You so much Jamie </3
– From Aunt Patty on October 28, 2011

Love you Cuz!!
– From Tracey Mendes on October 28, 2011

Love and Miss you Cuz!!!!!
– From Trenna M on October 28, 2011

Love you Jamie miss u so much
– From Trisha Giovinazzo on October 28, 2011

Jamie ... Spoke tonight@ the candle light vigil ... Lit candles for you & Jonnie. Miss you Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Tina Nicholson on October 27, 2011

" Your always in my heart, in my thoughts and with me." ~ Love Always Mel
– From Melanie Escalera on October 27, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JAMIE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU I miss you so so much ........ Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on September 14, 2011

Missing you Jamie ......... LOVE ALWAYS & FOREVER, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on August 14, 2011

Jamie .... June 30th is 3 years .... seems like just yesterday. You are forever in my heart. I'll be talking about my heartbreaking experience at DATA House -- hoping to make a difference in someone else's life. Missing you ..... Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on June 29, 2011

Thinking of you at this time
– From NOPE Support Group on June 8, 2011

It's actually been two years and nine months .... don't know why I put eight. I know the exact amount of time I've had to live my life without you. I Love You Jamie Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on March 31, 2011

Jamie .... another month goes by. Two years and nine months. Forever in my heart ..... always on my mind. Miss you so so much. Love always & forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on March 31, 2011

Jamie .... here I am again .... three times in two minutes. Silly me .... After I wrote to you first, I went back to read what I wrote and saw two years and eight months. That was what I wrote last month. The one I wrote tonight won't show up yet. Oh well, you know me .... Love always & forever, MOM <3
– From MOM on March 31, 2011

Jamie Another month has passed. It has now been two years & eight months. I miss you so so much. Forever in my heart. Love always & forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on February 28, 2011

You are always in my thoughts. I miss you more and more each day. Wishing you were only a phone call away. You were in my dreams a few nights ago. I Love You Jamie........ Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo <3
– From MOM on February 22, 2011

Miss you Jamie ...... Love Always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From MOM on February 12, 2011

Love you Jamie xoxoxo
– From Mom on February 3, 2011

Thinking of you (Just as I do every other day) .... Missing you so so much.
– From Mom on January 26, 2011

Missing you more & more every day. Love always & Forever, MOM xoxoxo
– From Mom on January 11, 2011

Jamie ..... I miss you so so much. Today I stood in front of 600 sophomores @ Treasure Coast High School and told your story with you next to me. Thank you for giving me the courage. Together, we will help these young people and hopefully prevent them from making the choices that you made. I love you Jamie ..... Love Always & Forever, MOM
– From Tina Nicholson on November 22, 2010

love you kid, we miss you sooo much.......
– From dad on November 14, 2010

Jamie, I miss you so so much. Love Always & Forever, MOM
– From Mom on November 4, 2010

Love you and Miss you everyday...xoxo
– From Andrew,Rose,Barb & Glen on November 4, 2010