In Loving Memory
John CarsonElberton, Ga Parents: Siblings: Click here to view photo gallery |
Life is so precious and so sweet, we sometimes forget that were are not infalable. When your in that moment and you think at the time that its a good idea, you dont realize the consiquences, what it does to the ones around you. John and I have a son, who is now four years old. John passed away in 2005, just one day after Christmas. Our son had just turned one at the begining of the month. How do you explain to a four year old what happened to his daddy or why he doesn't get to see him. He doesn't understand and doesn't know how he died, all our son knows is that his daddy is an angel in heaven. It breaks my heart for our son to look at me crying and say, "mommy I dont want my daddy to be dead." I can still see him holding him and kissing him. Our son doesnt remember that all he has to keep is what I tell him, the pictures he sees. Every day I look at my son and I see John, a miniature verson of the man that I loved and still love. He is his father made over. When John went a piece of me went with him. I cant talk about him or look at a picture without sobbing. John was fun, loving, and full of life. He had an addiction to something that robs people of everything sacred. John loved to fish and hunt, he was a good old country boy. A person that anything he set out to do he could to it. I wish that in life we had second chances, who knows god could have given him ample opertunity. They say you will do something over and over untill untill you do it right. Sometimes some of us just wonder down the wrong path and we dont get turned around in time. Life is to precious to take advantage of, sometimes we make mistakes. But sometimes those mistakes we make cost us something so dear something that you can not put a price on. John left behind not only our son but two other sons and a daughter. He has these beautiful young children that now have no father, and its not fair that they suffer. I know he sees them and I know he is proud i just wish that they knew him and that he loved them. I know god does't make mistakes, but it sure is hard to justify these children having to grow up without the love, and touch of there father. I miss his smile, his voice, and his smell, the beat of his heart when i would lay my head on his chest. I know that he doesn't hurt anymore and thats what matters but i also know that there are a lot of people that he left behind that do. We love and miss John so much, rest in peace John Boy. ~Elizabeth~
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Many blessings to you and your family, John. You are never alone. |
Daddy, I miss you more than ever!!!I wish you were here to watch your first grand daughter grow up,, & along with my wonderful little brothers: they need u more then ever!! But I know you are in a better place. I in you have no pain an your happy(: I love u and sure miss yu;( |
Daddy, I miss you more than ever!!!I wish you were here to watch your first grand daughter grow up,, & along with my wonderful little brothers: they need u more then ever!! But I know you are in a better place. I in you have no pain an your happy(: I love u and sure miss yu;( |
– From Michelle Moore on November 29, 2009 |
I love you daddy and I miss u I wish you were here so we could go fishing. love your boy John Carson |